Slowly realizing even if i had supportive parents , the medical system would have still just made me go through puberty no matter what beacause to transition early you dont just need 2 supportive cissoids, you need like the perfect ideal circumstances and be exeedingly lucky

Like who am i kidding even in ideal circumstances nothing material would have changed , no cis person actually wants to help us , i would have rotted on waiting lists just as long, i would have mutated into this vile monster just the same , nothing changes no matter what i do or my parents could do beacause the people in power want us to suffer and die , no trans person will ever live a fulfilled life , not on their watch , and no matter what i do i cant change that

Its fate ,every single tranny is here to just miserably suffer,forever